I recently finished my Ph.D. in the sciences. I’ve been
lucky – I always wanted to get an advanced degree in something sciencey, so
planning my life was easy for many years. High school + college + university +
post-doc (+ some time wandering around) = about 15 years. But now I’m in the
post-doc part of life and wondering what comes next. It’s always been vague and
misty, involving a high percentage of research, perhaps some teaching, at an
institution of some sort, oh and perhaps a family as well. It’s been a great
experience so far, but now I wonder what that vague “early career” will entail.
Do I indeed want to jump into the tenure pipeline, or do I want to enjoy a
family and be a part-time scientist?
Part of my indecision stems from my perceived debt to those
women scientists who’ve paved the way. These ‘giantesses’ put up with overt and
covert sexism from colleagues, institutions, and the public who believed that
women were inherently bad at math and science and were indeed less intelligent
than men. Their persistence in the face of discrimination proved that we are
intellectual equals with men. They pushed their way into a hostile community,
making the path easier for the rest of us. Of course, this wasn’t just women in
the sciences. This was women everywhere, at every time in history. But I
owe even the possibility of my career to the work and intelligence of women
scientists (giantess scientesses?) of the 20th century.
Given this struggle for recognition, is it selfish for me to
think about not using my Ph.D. for an academic career? I’m not alone in asking
this question. Although the number of M.S. and Ph.D.s awarded to women has
steadily increased, this hasn’t translated into increased numbers of female
professors. In a widely read piece in the American Scientist, Wendy M. Williams
and Stephen J. Ceci (2012) describe the path of many women
as they choose a career other than traditional tenure-track/academia.
Reflecting on the dearth of female professors, and the important impact my
professors made on me, is it selfish not to take up the mantle? Shouldn’t I
keep on fighting the good fight, in debt to those women before me, and push for
increased recognition and support? The fact that I still reply ‘I don’t know’,
even after the full Ph.D. experience, is the reason I’m writing this blog.
In this blog I’ll investigate the current state of women in
science, and explore the options available to a young scientist who wants to
have it all: first author papers, well-attended conference talks, and time to
build family of my own. I welcome comments about your own experiences in the
sciences!
Literature Cited
Williams, W. M. and
S. J. Ceci (2012). "When Scientists Choose Motherhood." American
Scientist 100(2).
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